ok, these are the first lyrics I'm throwin out to the dogs..

[songbirdali]

[color=darkblue]When are you gonna learn?
I keep askin myself over and over
He’s just usin you.
And I know it’s so true.
All this pain that I feel is of my own making
I see him and all that’s within me is quaking.

Why do I let you do this to me.
Sometimes I think you really don’t see
How it tears me apart and makes me bleed
You’re in for a rude awakening
Cause just when you think you’ll always have me
To stroke that ego and make you feel free..

I ain’t gonna be your ego stroker
I think I finally get it
I might love you but you just won’t let it.
So I’ll take my love away
You don’t need it anyway
I ain’t gonna be your ego stroker.

You say you can promise anything.
That’s fine, I don’t need your promises no more.
You’re out of my league, you say.
You know, you’re right, I am.
Too bad I wasted all this heartache on you,
And I still do

But…

I ain’t gonna be your ego stroker.
I think I finally get it.
I might love you but you won’t let it.
So I’ll take my love away
You don’t need it anyway

No, I’ll take my love away
You say you don’t need it anyway…
I’m not gonna be your ego stroker….today

[Reconsiderate]

Now if only those sorts of people had a lick of self control, detached perspective and sense of humor. And it sure would be nice if they didn't get criminally obsessed!



Turning this into a recording?




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[songbirdali]

ha!

I have no idea what I'm going to do with it. My problem is I'm a singer, not a songwriter. I can't write music. But lately I've been writing a lot and I'm not really sure what to do with it. I would love to record but I have no idea where to go. I'm clueless obviously. lol