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I am tired of the madness. I am sick of seeing so-called Christians standing by while Satan has his way. I am fed up with all of these false prophets and these "feel-good" adulterated prosperity teachings. I am tired of people trying to use Father God as a Sugar Daddy. I am fed up with the lies coming across the pulpit. I am sick of the fact that leaders in the house of God won't address the sin because they want the money and fame. I am tired of it! I am tired of the homosexuality, lesbianism and the sexual immorality we are accepting. I am sick of the sell outs to the world instead of being sold out to Christ. I am tired of real Pastors, Bishops, Apostles, etc being lied on and beat up because they are preaching the truth and addressing sin. I am sick of people making judgments about leadership instead of praying for them. Don't you know if you see something going wrong in someone else's life, you are supposed to interecede for them; otherwise you are just as guilty! I am tired of everyone placing pressure on Pastors rather than helping to lighten the load, therefore keeping them so worn out and tired that they don't have time for their families because many of us are too lazy to go to God for ourselves. And then we wonder why it seems as if preachers kids are so wild. Well if we would go to God and not man, perhaps they would have more dedicated time to take care of home. (Ouch!!!!)

I want to see us who have "been called and chosen" (the elect) stand up and fight, not in the natural but in prayer as well. It is time to "BE"! We must learn to love and stop the hatred. We must be willing to give of our time, talent and tithe. We must take up our cross. We need to stop judging others and look at self and allow God to purge us of all filth and unrighteousness. None of us knows what perfect looks like, therefore we need to stop acting like we have arrived. We need to get out of this "i-world" of selfishness and get involved in the lives of others and I ain't talking about gossip and confusion. I mean taking time to help someone else out and not do it for bragging rights, but out of love for God and His people. We need to show the light of Christ from the inside. I could care less about a bumper sticker or T-shirt than shows I call myself a Believer if my life doesn't reflect it daily. We must be true to God and ourselves. We need to stop frontin'!!!!!!!! As the songs as' What are we gonna do, sit down or stand up? Punk out or Man Up? There is a choice, to live or die; to follow the Truth or a lie"

I know based on the utterance of the Spirit that a New Breed is being raised up by God and we aren't afraid of anything. I know I am a New Breed. I choose to be a New Breed rather than denying who I am. Hell is real and it is easier to than people think to spend eternity there. If you are reading this, I pray this is blessing you, even if it causes conviction. I pray it leads to repentance. In fact, I want you to think about something. The worst thing about going to hell is not the torment and burning and all of the weeping and gnashing of teeth. No the worst thing is that you will be able to see the Redeemer Who could remove you from that place of torment. "How do you figure that X, God is not in hell?, you may be asking. Well sad to say and some would find it hard to believe but God's presence is everywhere, including hell. The only catch is this... His back will be facing you, not His face because God cannot look upon sin. "How is that X?" Well simply put, when Christ cried " Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabachthani; My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" He said that when all sin was placed upon Him and he knew at that point, God had to turn His back because He couldn't look upon the sin. So if that happen for Christ, why not us? I don't know about you but I want to see the face of God, not His back. I don't want to cry because I knew the Way and turned away from it for the world. I don't want to see my Redeemer from that angle. The DNA of sin is simple, "The love of the world, lust of the flesh, lust of the eye and the pride of life." Do you have that DNA in the cells of your being? We need a blood transfusion people! And the good thing is this... all we have to do is A.S.K. (ask, seek, knock) = ASK.

Oh and one more thing, and this is for you to think about; if you know you are sinning and nothing bad seems to be happening, repent now because the longer you take advantage of God's grace, the more dangerous it is when judgment comes. And if you know you have been sinning and someone is telling you God is going to do this and that for you and doesn't include that you need to repent or allow Him to deal with certains areas of your life, then that person just LIED to you! All they did was make you feel good and co-sign your madness. Believe me, I know from experience and that is why I take this so seriously! It's not a game people! Let's get position and stop hindering the move of the Spirit.

My goodness, I thought I was done but I want to share this too because it is my testimony, or at least a piece of it. We gotta stop the sin because sickness and disease comes from it. I believe God has me sharing this for you, whoever you are. You may have AIDS or HIV and think it is the end of the world, but God says "not so!" I found out a few years ago that I had contracted HIV from sinning and being a whoremonger. That's right, I brought it upon myself. I didn't even know, like most people. I just happened to be in a Watch Night service one night and the man of God said to the congregation " The Spirit of the Lord says "One of you contracted a disease and it was going to kill you but I have removed it." Immediately, in private, because God doesn't put our business out there unless we refuse to listen, but the Spirit said, "Antoine you had HIV" and even told me who gave it to me. I was hurt. I was shocked and messed up. But rather than dwell on that, I had to praise Him because I should be dead by now. Did you catch that? He healed me and wasn't obliagated. You may think God hates you or as ought with you, but I tell you that the devil is a liar! He is the one making you think God hates you, but He doesn't. Stop blaming God for what we do to ourselves! According to Psalms, we are the apple of His eye. Plus God takes no pleasure in seeing us in pain. I am a witness of His love b/c He called me out of darkness into His marvelous light. You may know you have it, and you may not, but I say this, you who know you have it, by the power and authority granted by the Holy Spirit of God I say "You are healed my brother. You are healed my Sister. Go and sin no more." God is able if you believe. It won't take months or a year, or a minute, it is done NOW. Receive your healing and sin no more. You thing may not be AIDS or HIV, it could be cancer or anything else. No matter what it is, You ARE Healed!!!! You may have stumbled on this by the grace of God because it is not you but someone you know who has it... stand in agreement with my testimony for that person for their healing. As written in Rev. 12, "we overcome the enemy by the Blood of the Lamb and the Word of our testimony" I am not the first nor the last who has received this type of healing and God is no respector of persons, what He did for me He will do for you and anyone else. But we must remember to stop sinning. "But it's hard X" you say. I know brother, I know sister!! Yet I also know God's power is greater. A broken spirit and contrite heart (sincere) He will not despise. Receive your healing in Jesus name. Plead the Blood over your life and let it work. Like the old song says "There is power, wonder working poer in the blood of the Lamb!" God loves you and so do I. I know that sounded cliche' but I mean it. I love you and I know God loves you, that's why he created you. Now receive His love, because with that Love comes healing, liberty, life and more.

In Him I Am

Xodus the Soul Searcher